Monday, 7 April 2014

I'm not well at the moment. :(

I'm not very well at the moment & won't able to blog properly until I feel better.
I just wanted to let you all know incase you wonder why I'm not blogging.

Thanks for all your support!

Look forward to blogging for you all soon.

Monday, 24 March 2014

Today I'm officially 5 years in part remission from Bone Cancer Osteosarcoma!

I wanted to let you know on the actual day but promise to write up/blog about this asap as I'm so fatigued & in pain at the moment so please check back to see this blog post updated very soon! ;-)

Image Source: Emm Roy

Saturday, 22 March 2014

I can't believe it's already 2 Months since my Dad passed away. R.I.P. Dad xxx

Yesterday I was doing a talk for +UCLPartners about my patient experience & cancer care etc but that  also lead to me talking about my Dad's experience of Pancreatic Cancer & sadly passing away 2 months ago. (I'm doing my blog on my presentation for +UCLPartners properly on a separate blog post on another day.)

So I woke up this morning before I even realised it was the 22nd March 2014 & felt an emptiness inside me like something was missing from me emotionally. Not having my Dad makes me feel like I'm missing a piece of me & that would be the bit were I would love talking to my Dad about history & especially World War 1 & 2.

Discussing how well my Dad's favourite football team +Queens Park Rangers FC .  were doing or not doing lol! Before my Dad passed away I did let him know +Queens Park Rangers FC  had won their last match & what any Q.P.R. Supporter would tell you is unfortunately that hasn't been that often as they'd like & so I knew it would mean a lot to my Dad. When my Dad heard +Queens Park Rangers FC . won he lifted his eyebrows up & smiled as at that point he couldn't speak much as his life was sadly coming to an end. As small as that was telling him that about Q.P.R I knew it would mean the world to him because he'd been such a big fan since the seventies when living in the United Kingdom. My Dad was such a +Queens Park Rangers FC  fan that he went out of his way when my brother was born to put an advert in the national newspaper to say "a fan for +Queens Park Rangers FC  has just been born."

The London Eye Lit Green on St.Patrick's Day 2014

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I remember this Monday 17th March 2014 (St.Patrick's Day) when I came out of hospital & when travelling back home I went past the London Eye which was all lit in green for St.Patrick's Day & straight away reminded me of my Dad especially as I get my Irish side from him.

It may be another two months Dad but I'll never forgot you & miss the fact you can't read my blog anymore & say what you think of it as you did before each time! I miss seeing your face & talking to you.

I also find it so hard having to change my writing to past tense when mentioning you, like my Dad was a great Dad etc but I'm sure I'm still naturally forgetting & putting the present tense because it's still so hard to think you've gone. :-(

Love you Dad & I hope to see you again one day! Xxxxxx <3

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